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happy hearts day!

february 2011

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happy birthday lola

i can't believe it has been 6 years

it's very strange that i forgot the sound of your voice but i can still remember what you smelled like (powder, perfume and cigarettes)

i remember everything about you except your voice and it makes me very sad

i miss you very much

i love you and i will always be grateful for your last gift to me, i will treasure it forever, locked away in a special place in my heart. i am glad the two of us were able to share it together. i feel blessed.

thank you for watching over us

until we meet again...

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"You look darkly on the day
With memories to light your way
A little sad but it's all right
We are always living in twilight

No one knocks upon your door
Until you don't care anymore
A little alone but it's all right
We are always living in twilight

Living in a dream, walking in between the sunrise and sunset
Living in a dream, walking in between sunset and sunrise

You get tied up in your day, so I let go and walk away
And now we're loose ends of the night
We are always living in twilight

So it goes, though no one knows you like they used to do
Have a drink the sky is sinking toward a deeper blue
And you're still all right
Step out into twilight

So I stumble home at night
Like I've stumbled through my life
With ghosts and visions in my sight
We are always living in twilight"

-living in twilight, the weepies