and so it begins again...

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moving again, hello boxes, goodbye room

i am so tired of packing i think the longest i have stayed in one place was 3 years other than that it seemed that i was moving every year. to think i was quite optimistic about 2008, i even compared it to a warm, soft grandmother but guess what like in the stories i tell my children she turned out to be the wolf in disguise. anyway someone asked me this question a couple weeks ago, he asked me what was the most important thing in my life right now, and without even thinking i answered: stability. stability is at the top, nothing even comes close to it. if you ask me where i see myself 5 years from now i would tell you point blank i do not know, what about a year from now? i will still answer you the same thing i do not have a clue, i don't even want to think what will happen in october and that is 2 months away. i guess for now i will just have to concentrate on putting my life in boxes for the nth time, unpacking, getting used to an unfamiliar place and when that place feel a little bit like home pack up and move again.

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Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone...

Why do you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

imogen heap, good night and go

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my little discovery...

coby
las vegas, march 2008

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currently listening to: haru haru - big bang


homesick... thank god for this website now i have a little piece of the philippines. my current obsession aside from the usual melodramas, the korean variety show and sharon cuneta movies is the awesome show called imbestigador. mike enriquez you should run for president, from people whose identity has been stolen to shirtless guys making dentures and retainers for an unsuspecting lot nothing escapes him. from the cheesy music to the weird way he talks, it's so over the top that it's good. you can say i am a big fan of "over the topness" if there is such a word. i was making fun of my cousin whose favorite show is america's most wanted and cops, if she only knew about this secret of mine, i will never hear the end of it.

my roommate and i are currently in a frenzy over this guy :

takenouchi yutaka
*drool*
(photo courtesy of: http://www.ken-on.co.jp/takenouchi/)

a happy thought courtesy of my children:

amanda - eyes as big as saucers and is whispering to us in a conspirational tone: "you know guys when i was watching tv in my room..." pauses for dramatic effect
me: yes amanda? what did you see?
amanda: i saw a BOYGIRL!
me: a what?
amanda: a boy girl
wilbert: what's a boy girl?
amanda: a boy that looks like a girl
wilbert: ahhh, you know what sometimes i think my dad is a girl.
me: can you please pass me the milk

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